Forgiveness

Forgiveness isn't an easy thing, some would say that it’s the hardest of all situations but so is a break-up. Those two go hand in hand and if you put both of them together, they can be very dangerous combo.

But can you really forgive someone who has sinned in the wrong way by accident? I guess it all depends on the person and the situation, really.

I have sinned in more ways then you could think of and the one person that I have sinned on, is hurt by all of this and I really hope that he could forgive me but the ball is in his court now and whatever choice he makes

I have to accept it. Even though, the choice he will make in the end, if it is a break-up, it would be very fucking hard because I don’t want to loose him, I care about him and even love him.

I always seem to make the wrong choices growing up, especially in high school, although I would have to say, a sin like this, it is my first offence and I have never even remotely done anything like this before.

He said that everybody, at some point in their life; will sin the way I have sinned. I wish that I could go back in time and not have sinned but what’s done is done and I really hope we can work this out and not break-up.

I am sorry for my sin and please forgive me, don’t write me off just yet…

Mistakes

Everybody tells me that I have to grow up and I now know that, but growing up, is a lot harder than you think.

You have to fend for yourself and rely solely on you and nobody else.

The mistakes that you’ve made helps you become a better person and learn from those mistakes.

But what if you never learn from those mistakes? What if you wind up making the same mistake as last time?

Maybe you will learn as soon as something happens to you. I have made my mistakes and obviously I haven’t learned from them because I’m right back to where I have started in same exact spot. I might loose someone and I might gain something.

These are the mistakes that we all must learn from and knowing that others have made the same mistakes, hopefully we all can learn from them and not make that same mistake.

I have dug my grave and I shall forever walk in that graveyard alone for all eternity. I am destined to always be a screw up and never learn from my mistakes…