Anti-History

Why does our past keep wanting to haunt us? Why is it when you think everything is going right, chaos is not too far behind. Happiness loves chaos, or maybe its the other way around? Why can't we fully run away from all of our troubles and sorrows?

Too many ill memories plaque this cruel world. Destruction loves a good battle but can it truly co-exist with chaos? No it can not, you see when the two mix all hell breaks loose and then it becomes a war that nobody wants to be in. The innocuous act seems so frugal. Why is that?

It just seems that the whole world isn't really there for us anymore. Why? What did we do that was so corrupt for you to desert us? Sadly, I just don't have the answers anymore nor the strength to go on because, I live with not 1 but 2 Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde people for parents and I can't take it anymore. Its like they have this weird ass relationship going, its hate and love. Why do some people do this?

Your past can be a reminder of what not to do so that way in the future you won't make that same mistake twice but unfortunately we never received that memo. We keep running into the same vicious sadistic tortures never ending cycle and for what? For our own sheer enjoyment that maybe, just maybe one day we will wake up and say, "What the hell was I thinking?" And hopefully from there we will realize the true meaning of what this nightmare is truly about.